we were on our way to work today and i decided i wanted to plug in my ipod. looking through my playlist, i decided to play nikka’s song, “bubbly” by colbie calait (did i spell that right?). Anyways, i am so sensitive! everytime i hear this song, i keep wanting to cry! i just imagine this “music video” in my head and i’m holding nikka with our foreheads together, twirling in a dance, in slow motion…I keep thinking about how big she’s getting and how at some point (hopefully much later down the road) she is not going to want to even be near me or i am going to get on her nerves, or something. it makes me sad everytime. I love how she crinkles her nose everytime that part comes up in the song “it starts in my toes, then i crinkle my nose…”. I love her smile when she hears that song. i love her. I hope she knows it.
